燕子去了,有再来的时候;杨柳枯了,有再青的时候;桃花谢了,有再开的时候。但是,聪明的,你告诉我,我们的日子为什么一去不复返呢?
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记得大一刚入学时,面对那么一张张陌生而亲切的面孔,我是那样的羞涩却倍感温暖。大学新生,是那样懵懂青涩,对一切都好奇不已。初见代理班主任,诧异不已地暗道:“这么年轻,好像才比我大那么两三岁,就当大学老师啦,真了不得!不知道他们教的是哪门课程?”后来得知,原来他们和我们一样都是学生,只不过是两年之后的我罢了。教的是大学入门课程,教我们要注意哪些问题,如何让自己的大学生活过得更充实更丰富,亦师亦友地陪着我们一路过来。
大学只是人生的另一个起点,谁都不知道谁的过去。过去的你是否优秀、是否惹人爱,没人在乎。你说了别人也不了解。新生都是出生的牛犊,什么都敢闯都要试。学生会、记者团、各个学生社团,宣传单满天飞。感兴趣的尽管去试,不感兴趣的就撇一边,不甚了解的就全宿舍组团去试,到头来那个组织录用了就到哪去。因为甲流被迫取消的军训,让我同其他人一样兴奋不已。殊不知,那将会成为人生中的一大遗憾。想想那时的我真是幼稚。
大学第一节课,很让人期待。很认真的预习了,一节课下来发现大学老师讲课竟是那样随意辽阔,不再需要盯着书本看,也用不着手忙脚乱的抄笔记。老师所讲的知识远超过课本的印刷体字。大学老师大多很有个性,讲课就像在聊天却又胜似聊天,又仿佛是在表演一般生动引人。但也不免会遇到几位很古典的老师,讲课犹如催眠。尽管如此,我也还是会规规矩矩到位,大一大抵都是这般循规蹈矩。
大一课很少,自由支配的时间多得总让人空虚得很。为了打发时间,整个宿舍集体出动,将桂林市的大街小巷摸个遍。六人一行,顾不得路人灼热的目光,肆意谈笑,好不痛快。每逢节假日,便穿梭于各个大小公园,到最后听到公园两字都会怕。大学第一次期考是最让人紧张的,老师上课随意惯了,从不按书出牌,只好找上一届的师兄师姐取经。资料不管有没有用,照样一叠一叠地复印,人手一份。尽管前辈们都已告知考试易过,战战兢兢地背熟了还是止不住的惶恐。最后结果证明了大学考试确实无需太过紧张。就这样,大一结束了。( 散文网:
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大二有了大一的基础后踏实多了,也圆滑多了。在迎接新生时,望着那一张张与当初的自己同样青涩而满怀期待的面孔,心里满是欣慰与怜惜。想当年,我也是这么过来的。如今作为老生的我,在耐心地为他们引路,热心地帮他们整理行李想,细心地为他们讲解注意事项。闲聊中时不时插一两句“当初我也是这样过来的”“没关系,慢慢就会习惯了”“有需要的话可以到宿舍找我”。大一时不绝于耳的话语如今也从我口中发出。相信一年之后他们也会这样脱口而出。
偶尔偷一下懒,无聊的课程总会逃那么一两节。大二是最忙碌的,课程多,社团活动也多,各种等级考试也很多,常常忙得晕头转向的。一个星期本还有那么两天可以小憩,不是奉献给了党就是被计算机二级培训课程占据了。连续不断的培训课程,一坐就是一天,想不晕都难啊!天天都在忙,到底在忙些什么自己也说不清楚。普通话二甲、英语四级、六级、计算机一级、二级等等各种证书握在手里,才知道大二其实也不是瞎忙。大二也就这么走过来了。
转眼已是大三的我,回望过去的一幕幕恍如昨日那样清晰深刻。仿佛只是弹指一瞬,却不知不觉地过了两年。又是一批新生入学,操场上、校道上,到处都是迷彩服在移动。大片大片的,在炽热的阳光下是那样耀眼鲜活。一阵高过一阵的集训声在诺大的校园里飘荡着。望着他们被汗水尽头的衣衫,晒黑得发光的脸蛋,突然间很是羡慕,但更多的是遗憾。大学就那么一次的军训都错过了,实在可惜。舍友却一脸不屑:“有什么好可惜的,没事找那罪受干啥!”我只能苦笑,望望那片迷彩心想:“真的是在受罪吗?”
大三已是老油条了,对什么事也都提不起当初的新鲜感和勇气了。想起舍友的那句话:“我想早恋,却发现自己已经老了!”看着每天擦肩而过的青涩面孔,突然觉得自己真的已经老了。再没有大一时的冲动易怒了,心经过两年的沉淀也已安稳了不少。如今课程少了,听课也不如以前那样上心了。又感觉到自己尚无什么技艺在身就与舍友一同去参加兴趣班学埙,每天下了课就在宿舍里练上半个小时。也怪难为舍友们那么淡定,每日都要忍受那么一段时间的噪音干扰。
大三最多的就是感慨,感慨时光已逝,感慨之前的无知。大一是在闲暇中度过的,大二是在忙碌中度过的,大三则是在感慨中度过的。青葱岁月就这样无声无息的流逝了。我的大学生活如今已过了四分之三,剩下的四分之一,我会好好珍惜,珍惜着人生中最美好的时光。
The swallow, will come back again. The willow will be green again; Peach blossom thanks, have open again. But, clever, you tell me, why our days gone?
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Remember a freshman just entered school, in the face of so strange and friendly faces, I was so shy but feel more warm. College freshmen, it is so foolish young, curious about everything. Acting head teacher at first, surprised unceasingly tunnel: "so young, like you are so two or three years older than me, will be a university teacher, really great! I don't know which course they teach?" Learned later that they and the rest of us are students, is just two years after I. Teach is an introductory course to the university, we should pay attention to what problem, how to let oneself have a more fulfilling university life more rich, also division also friends accompany with us all the way over.
University is just a another starting point of life, who all don't know who in the past. In the past if you good, if you make people love, nobody CARES about. You said the others don't understand. Freshmen are born calf, dare to rush to try anything. The student union, press corps, each student associations, leaflets flying. Interested in try though, not interested in just one side, knowing little about the whole dormitory group go to try, the organization to which the job in the end. Because of the a/h1n1 flu was forced to cancel the military training, let me as excited as the others. Little imagine, it will be a big regret in life. Think of at that time I was so naive.
College is the first lesson, let a person look forward to. Very carefully prepared, a lesson down university teacher was found so vast at random, no longer need to stare at the book, also don't need a handful of notes. The teacher speak knowledge is far more than textbooks printed words. University teachers are mostly very personal, lecture as in chat is better than chat, and seemed to be performing in general vivid and dramatic. But also unavoidably will encounter several very classic teacher, lecture like hypnosis. In spite of this, I also will behave in place, a freshman generally are so well-behaved.
Freshman class rarely, free time always let a person more empty. In order to pass the time, the whole dormitory collective, will the streets of guilin to touch. Six people, the eyes of her passers-by hot and wanton laugh, very not happy. Every holiday, then through the various size park, to finally hear park two words will be afraid. University is the most make people nervous final examination for the first time, the teacher in class used to random, never follow the book out of the card, so we have to find the elder sister. No matter how useless information, so a pile of a pile of copy, a hand. Although elder people have been told that the test is easy, memorize the uncontrolled panic or fear and trembling. The final test results show that the university really need not too nervous. In this way, a freshman is coming to an end. (prose net:
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Sophomores have more after the foundation of a freshman sureness, also more smooth. When meet new, looked at the faces and the original same rookie and anticipation of the face, the in the mind is full of delighted with pity. Think that year, that's what I was. As I am old, now in patiently guide for them, enthusiastically help them sorting baggage, careful attention to them. A chat from time to time in one or two "that's what I came to" "it doesn't matter, will slowly accustomed to the" "have the need to come to my dormitory can". At the heard words are from my mouth. Believe that after a year they would blurt out like this.
Steal occasionally lazy, always escape so a two boring course. Second is the most busy, courses, club activities, also all kinds of grade examination also many, often frantic. A week and then two days to rest, not to give the party is occupied by a computer level 2 training courses. Continuous training courses, a sit is one day, not dizzy all difficult! Every day is busy, busy doing exactly what oneself also say not clear. Mandarin dimethyl, four, six levels of English, computer level 1, level 2, and so on all kinds of certificate in hand, just know a sophomore in fact are not. Sophomore so came along.
Is a junior, I had gone to look back at the past one act act as if yesterday so clear. As if just idle moment, but unconsciously for two years. Another batch of new students on the playground, the school road, is full of camouflage in the mobile. Large areas, in the hot sunshine is so dazzling fresh. A higher than a sound training was floating in a large campus. Looked at them was at the end of the sweat clothes, tanning light face, suddenly very is envy, but more is regret. University is a military training are missed, really a pity. Roommates but a face of disdain: "what good unfortunately, have no matter to find that sin by the stem what!" I can only wry smile, look at that piece of camouflage thought: "really hurting?"
Junior is smooth, also lift not everything at the beginning of the novelty and courage. Think of roommates that sentence: "I want to early love, only to find himself already old!" Looking at young face brush every day, suddenly feel really already old. There is no big irritability, impulsively heart after two years of precipitation is safe. Now fewer courses, lectures was not as keen as ever. And feel there is no any skill body with roommates to attend classes to learn computer two-string fiddle, class every day in the dormitory in half an hour. Also blame for roommates are so calm, so for a period of time to put up with each and every day the noise interference.
Junior year is the most regrets, as time has gone, regrets before ignorance. Freshman year is spent in leisure, sophomore year is spent in the busy, junior year is spent in the sigh. The passage of youth is so silent. My college life has had three quarters, the rest of the quarter, I will cherish, cherish the best time of life.